It shouldn't hurt to be a child....

                                         

I felt your filthy hands crawling all over my body every night. I hate the fact that I

 couldn't defend myself I saw my heart breaking down and I knew at that moment I 

had lost my childhood. I hate you like the fires hates rain. we cannot change our past,

 we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. The only thing we

 can do is speak out don't be afraid of what people have to say. Who,Where,How,Oh

 my god probesita, those are the words I hear when people talk. Is anyone out there 

that wouldn't ask so many questions. I mean don't you see that I already have tons of

 questions why me, why I couldn't  defend myself, why...... I realize that life is 10 % 

percent what happens to me and 90% percent how I react to it. We are in charge of 

our future so if you have to cry to take your pain out of your life just cry. Cry like a

 baby, cry until you feel freeand remember when you were a baby so you can start a

 new life.....